Sick mode

Sick mode activated, I'm currently not in a very fit condition, a lil' bit of headache, seems like muscles are also pain....hemm...coz i ate too much' gorengan' snacks dy hahahha...

Today's weather is so fine, not windy or cloudy hehehe....i'm so tired and later i still have to attend the meeting...lazy to go PM..... but eniweis hope my sickness faster cured coz i slept whole night yesterday and my sore throat is a bit relieving now...not so hurt like yesterday...heehe,....

Happy new year 2006 to everybody and take care of healthy....^-^

Merry Christmas

I havent updated my blog for quite some time, though a bit late, Merry Christmas and happy new year 2006..I'm having running nose and sorethroat coz I am really stubborn ahhahaa...I was not in a fit condition and I ate fried rice recently....and this morning I woke up and suddenly....terrible sore throat....

It's almost the end of the year and it's time for review, think over what I have done throughout this year.....
During the second half of the year I get to know and learn more things, since I was in a very protected environment before that. But I am really doubtful with the path I took. I was all the time thinking if I should continue or stop halfway before it's too late or before I spent too much of my time and went in depth wif it.

Sumtimes I felt like no strength to continue coz far away from family and frens,.....hehehe...so let's just wait and see..time will tell..heehe....and I really curious oso wat kind of decision i'll make...ehhehe...Let's pray and hope that 2006 will be better for all...

first time

This is the first time,...staying up late....quite an experience 4 me, i remembered one of my best fren told me that 'u wun realize the value of sth until u lose it', i really agreed wif her, coz i really miss my frens and study life in KL. Last time, everytime i went back to KL to start new semester, i alwiz thought tat, sigh,...have to suffer few months be4 i could go back to Medan, but on this graduation trip, i was very excited to go to KL and dun feel like coming back, but now life has to go on....talking craps just for passing time ehhehehe. Everything was so different now and then. Each person is striving hard, seems like tat....after reading a bit of the book by Stephen R.Coley(if not mistaken), i get sum insight, learning how to look at a different perspective through the change of paradigm. I will try my best to enjoy, but sumtimes i feel unfair, when i decided on one thing, there is always obstacle which must be overcome.....i think i shud stop here or else writing craps here. gudnait.

settling down

Been so happy for the past 2 weeks, meeting family and frens....but eniwei i'm back to life again, and this time,...after graduation i promised myself to be serious and ponder deeply...huahauhuahua....sounds so ~...i was very happy that i could meet up wif yohana and chan and chatted a lot...i really miss those times..hauhauhaua...and oso experience once how life used to be last time in kl wif yohana and a new fren...i still owe them a treat hauhauauhua...

then in this 2 weeks, though i didn't think much..but eniwei i decided to focus on career and try not to think too much about those problems in life huhuauaua.....try to enjoy first lahz....life is to short to be stressful all the time....i should be contented and be happy and hope that all those problems can motivate me in achieving sth in life huhuahahua....christmas and new year are coming...and i dun wanna be sad all the time...i'll try to take the positive side of everything....hoping that a new year i will get a new beginning/perspective or something betta....at least....