Life and Thought

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Treasure everything.....

I'm doin my SIP right now ehhehe...but take a break first...so long neva update my blog....i felt quite sad ler...going to leave KL dy....next month...so fast.....quite weird....haven't i been waiting for this moment? where i can complete my study? but i feel like " pu se te" hehehe...may be also there is unforgettable moment stayin in kl ......dealing with yoh n chan..watching dramas....chit chatting downloading anime...these things dun think tat i can still do it after starting to work..esp bloggin....

Feelin' sad oso coz everybody is separating to their own way..thinking of wats my direction of life? where am i going to settle down working? I've been trying to avoid all these questions in my mind...but still i cant. i have to think and go on wif my future. Eniwei these almost 4 years studying in KL will be unforgettable experience and memory for me.....

Although we're apart (frens i mean like Lenny, Chan and Yoh) no matter where u stay or work, friendship is still there...we can alwiz find ways to contact each other... Hope the 3 of them can work in KL.....then i can come kl and visit them...hehehez.....

Today was so happy...it was very nice of my sistah to edit those pics for me...amateur is okay hahhaa....i realize there are many people in this world that we ought to treasure..especially family including frens....ok tat's enuf craps for today.....

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Time flies

I think i wun be able to make any posts around these days. Yohana, my roomate is going to move soon, left me and Chan only in the room. Hehehhee....Think will be quiet coz Yo and Chan are always gossiping around make the room alive. hahahaha....But it's okay still got Chan. But Yo's not there to share wif me when chan's bugging hahahaa....

Only a month left staying in KL. Four years passed so fast and Chan and Yoh these two roomates gave me the most memories ahhahaha....The most unforgettable is these two have the same characteristics, likes to make surprises. Yoh shocked me purposely when i didn't notice...hahahaa......this is her mischieveous part, likes to hide in the door then suddenly scream and you feel shocked. But anyway its funny. Hope in the new place she can still be like that lor...coz tats makes funny and alive. Sumtimes Yoh will tell sth as if it really so true that you could believe it's not.

If chan arr...walking without any sounds, its really scary and somemore she did not purposely do it but then you will feel suddenly shocked such as when she suddenly talked to you while u think she was sleeping and the next moment you replied she was asleep again, or moving the fan without your notice and suddenly u feel a strong breeze of wind and looked back she shocked me...ahhahaa..unforgettable experience.

I think i'll be the most quiet one coz sumtimes got too many projects and summore degree life is......so......u know lah.....got fyp..life is ~~. Should tell them to forgive me lehz...to be so ignorant sumtimes and annoying ehhehee......I think i will miss this kind of life in KL, but anyway we must look forward and let it be the unforgettable memory knowing so many frens in KL.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Happy Vesak 2549

Happy Waisak/ Vesak to all those who celebrate. Today..is wat a tiring day arr...'ve been so strezzed up wif those things i dun really understand...starting to do my SIP but it seems like i realli dunno how to start and no direction...in loss.....my mud is swinging again....really cant control myself well lately, especially my emotion is really no stabil....how to stabilize it....haiz....dunno wat happened to me....or may be i ate sth wrong until this happened to me? or wat happened to my mind? too many things coming together until feel like dunno wat to do.....

Eniwei i must change those things......not gud for me...how come arr...? luckily i noe now still can change hahaha.....

Last but not least....gud nite to all.....and have great dreams ahead....for the next morning....Today is Sunday but i felt like its monday.

Friday, May 20, 2005

Swinging mood ~ Moody days are here

Havent blogged lately, I was feeling sick and these days my mud is swinging badly. I am not in good mood recently so hope that no one mess around wif me, else i oso dunno. I spent most of my time sleeping as i'm not feeling well. I hardly want to chit chat, coz i got no voice...its really irritating, coughing and sneezing....and hard to breathe oso.....luckily i could be deep asleep. Weird izt? i just lazy to get up....and food oso taste undelicious. When i am going to be fine..hope faster...thot tat by going sg to refresh myself will relieve from those stressful days...but it is still bugging me.....haiz......miss my hometown, family and friends in Medan....

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Weekends in Singapore

Hhahahaa......I spent my weekend in Singapore. It was a nice and extremely necessary holiday for me. After that,...i felt quite refreshed and new in facing everything hahahaha....

I stayed at Linda, my sistah's place for 2 nights. We went to Orchard where i met my old classmate, Oli,...so long havent seen her,...she has changed quite a lot...looked so mature....hahahaha......

It was very nice spending my weekend there...though i didnt really feel tired may be i was sleeping in the bus hehehhehee......This holiday really make me fresh...wuahahahhaa...

Eniwei time to get serious after this...i didnt feel that bored to study after the holiday though it was only a few days. My exam schedule is coming out...yuhuhuuuuu.....17th will be the last day....but after holiday make me not tat pressure lor..coz of projects hahahaha.....

I am not stressed anymore after running away from the boring place where i stayed....hahahhaa....take some pics wif sis....try to upload...these few days dun need to do anything just eat sleep and shopping ahhahahaa......so gud.....no need to think bout projects....coz last time too tired one after another coming wif out any break.....at last i can take a break.....
The pic not really nice coz we duno how to pose...i'll post it sometime later....tired.....

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Slacking off

These days I felt extremely slacking off...dunno why...though i seldom watch movie or dramas lately, but once I do it, i'll finish off in a day....crazy right....

So many things have gotten in my mind that made me unable to blog for few days, such as where am i headed after this, feeling like lose in direction hahahahaa....then after exam lotsa of things ought to be settled, hostel termination, books, packing bla bla,...my PC,....wat i am going to do wif it? sell it or....? feeling blur...then somemore facing groups,.....so tired....like carrying all the things on top adding burden feel like wanna burst out....but i did,...yesterday i complained to lenny,...who is the best consultant to ease all my burden and mind,....dunno how she got those skills to help me....really thankful for her,...everytime i face problems in college such as groups or study and my hostel problems,..she can at least give me some comfort and advice..really helpful...since diploma until degree even at distance i can still chat on my problems. May be she got problems olso but may be its hard for her to communicate using MSN hahhahaa......

My hostel termination is really a big problem since its hard to get back the deposit,....and summore have to check my flights and tickets,..so weird one.....i even dunno yet when am i going to go back the exact date....sigh.....~~~.....

Feel really lazy to do anything....why am i feeling like this,...anything i also cannot put inside my mind,....may be too long neva watch dramas,.....wuahahahhwuuahhahahahha....Wat happened to me...dis morning oso cant sleep longer,....though its a free off day from college.....may be i slept too early yesterday....

Monday, May 09, 2005

Boring dayss..

Today is a really tiring day for me...going to college at eleven. coming back at 6 then got to watch a nice drama, a chinese traditional drama, it was so funny. I like it so long i haven't got time to watch drama especially tvB drama and somemore the traditional drama.

Sumtimes it's nice to watch traditional than modern life coz modern life is so stress all about the current conditions and happenings we can see in life, but the traditional drama got the strategy and strange and funny2 things...hehehehe....

I just got to know bout something which concludes that love is very complicated but can be simple depends on the couple hehehehe.....to be continued....

Yesterday watching the flash clip made me had a weird dream....though i dun like tat dream ahhaha....these few days kept on dreaming high school times...wat happened? but treasure life it's really valuable that people treasure watever that came along the way. For me...one more month staying in KL......

Sunday, May 08, 2005

老鼠爱大米 - nice song

I like this song hehehe....this morning called mom and greet her hehehehe...then chit chat for a while hahaha..as usual reporting how's my life here.....I'm lazy to continue....hauhuaauha...this will be da shortest blog.

Happy Mother's Day

Today is 8th May 2005, second week of May which is mother's day... Blessing for all mums in the world and especially happy mother's day for my dearest mom, altho i was not at her side.....feel bit sorry hehehehe...but eniwei i'll be home soon..on coming June...wif my sistah oso.

1 month left to an end of degree life...wondering how to enter and adapt to the next chapter of life. Going to enter another stage, but my style and everything still the same, dunno whether i'm really mature and ready hahahaa.....to enter the reallll...worrlldd...scary hahahaha.....Coz out there u need to struggle hard and it's difficult to find people to help u but u meet colleagues in place where u work....I'm wondering whether can change my bad habit...alwiz panic and ignorant to the surroundings.
Actually i dun like competition, but i prefer living peacefully doing what i like, enjoying my life and staying wif people i love...my family hahahaha...how nice it would be...but it looks like impossible. After this, where will be my next destination and where am i going to settle down? Big big question mark...for me to ponder on.....but i really dun like and have time to think deeply bout these things...complicated and unpredictable but at least can be visualized. Confused? Wuahhahhaa....gotta stop here....

Currently listening to "Golden Faith" by Gallen Lo. The song is quite slow and really peaceful. I like though.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

In gud mood

Hahahaha....Today just came back from Midvalley...quite long time didnt go to midvalley early in the afternoon coz mostly last time went there for midnite show only.

These few days almost one week didn't manage to update blog coz i was busy wif DCCN. It was quite last minute for me, and rushing 3 days marathon sleepless night...with thursday nite no sleep at all....wednesday i slept only for 2 hours like tat....hahahaa....but finally managed to finish it until friday afternoon coz helping francis to compile and but at last at 2pm i was really sleepy and went to sleep.

Quite relaxing hahahaha....just new went to eat at Sushi King...so long neva go out together wif chan and yohana. Only one month left staying here....i think i will quite miss KL ler hehehe...coz KL arr how to say got memory olso lar....can shopping go movie chit chat and eat hahaha...Midvalley klcc and sungai wang.....

Tomolo mother's day....dunno wat to give mom. Just now i came about to see a beautiful necklace but i scared the colour mom doesn't like it...it was green. but the patterns should be mom's fav.

Today got take some pictures wif Yohana and Chan...for memory ....oni one month left must treasure time in KL. Today i oso went movie "Divergence'. The stars are all popular but the story line seemed like wif unclear ending, until i oso dunno really the ending how was it. Quite blur...coz we quite late get the ticket then we got the fourth row in front of the screen. But i think i oso have watched movie on the second row last time ...i think is S.W.A.T. So long havent wif the Medan gang hahahaa.....went out or movie since last higher diploma.....now relationship between friends not tat close coz they moved dy.....

Four years in KL,....sure gonna miss it...those sleepless nite doin' projects where doin' FYP will be the greatest experience for me....then got to know more people more new friends. I really glad I get to know these people. Life is really a treasure......appreciate those moments and memory...this will be great sharing in life.

I think gotta sleep dy...its so late...so tired today go shopping so long neva like this ....since these two weeks quite packed with those academic activities.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Time passed so fast

Feeling like time is flying. It will be only a month left for the coming 3 exam papers. Huahhh...these few days I was rushing for my DCCN project which will be dued on this Friday. Yipee!! After my fyp presentation last Friday I couldn't take a long and peaceful break since I haven't started my DCCN. What I have previously drawn on the floor plans were wasting time since it is not the requirements of the projects. Sigh...all those time figuring out each floor layout wif Min Yin and Francis was wasted.

Yesterday slept quite late since i thot i ought to finish those stuff by today. But luckily Francis asked Min yin for the extension.....so latest by Wednesday nite so we can finalize things on Thursday.

Today early morning class makes me really feel sleepy in class until i didn't print out the slides. Luckily BPR lecturer did not teach today just going around and do checking.

Going to enter another stage of life soon after this. Sigh....really blur on the path to take on....hahaha....I got to continue read those VPN stuff for DCCN, continue to blog sometime when i got the mood and happenings to write on.