Life oh life...

Feeling dizzy after lunch break. During lunch break there is also nobody's around to chat coz everyone sat so far away, the one on my left side mc today and the right side one move to new place to sit...really boring....cannot msn or chatting somemore.....

I really miss home (Medan) ....hehehe....Today I woke up and found myself not feeling well, as what i predicted yesterday night that i might get sore throat. After whole day accompanying my auntie, i felt quite tired and when i reached home i started sneezing...I think i slept at around 8 or 9 yesterday, quite early since i felt like no energy talking or watching tv or even take a look what was bought....and this morning i overslept and not feeling really well. But eniwei have to wake up and go to office. I've been so stressful lately hehehe...not 'bout working but bout life and future hehehe...I really hope and want a simple life, without much to ponder. But as one grow older, more responsibility and thought come into life....

Feeling miserable, actually i got invitation today but i feel really sorry that i could not attend coz weekdays/ working days, hope the person can understand my circumstance and best wishes for her...hehe....
About life in Jakarta: after 2 months++, I'm still not really familiar with the streets here, which might be troublesome for me to take the public transport here....And it will be dangerous for me if I took a taxi and dunno what route the driver take to reach the destination. Life's not easy in the real world, many things must be learned in order to survive.....Sumtimes I feel really pessimistic and no confidence at all, but at the same time I also dun wan to give up and keep on challenging myself....Weird..But one thing for sure, I feel less and less cheerful than before how I used to be ...enuf for the craps 2day....hehehe...